what happened on Nov 29-30

i went to my gf's aunt and mom and it was really great!!

i really enjoyed staying there because they are all really friendly and happy and at the same time naughty haha!!

i stayed there overnight. . . when i was staying there i felt no boring things in the place because of the athmosphere of the people is really cool. . .

and then after the sun sets down. . . IT'S TIME TO PARTY!!!

thanks to deb for the great Mindoro Sling haha it taste really good and packs a powerful punch!

thanks to chippie and twinkle for inspiring words in our relationship haha eventhough we are kinda drunk in the night we're serious enough to talk some things that are needed to straighten

thanks to tita chie and mum-c for the great food that you serve i can tell you that my tummy is sticking out of my poloshirt haha!!

thanks also for kuya peter for talking some things that have sense and sensless :D

im gonna return again hahaha!!!

Drumroll Please

Hi everyone im back again from my recent hibernation/food galore :D because it's my birthday today im gonna tell some stories what happened last saturday and present :D



Saturday:

My gf and my daughter are here i have plans on the afternoon(swimming classes) that i intend to bring my daughter in our class. . . It was really a tiring but awesome day for us because yca met my classmates and they bonded together :D


Sunday:

Awww this is the most tiring day for me. . . there are so many things that have to be done and yet i finished it all. . . And tita visited me here to greet me and eat haha even my cousin adrian stayed here! :D and then me and ida went to the church to you-know-what-to-do things :D and i say thanks that im still alive and breathing :D


Monday:

Today it was really hyped and mixed emotions too. . . my wife and my kid have to go because yca will have some classes in the afternoon and my wife is going to work. . . So went to school blah blah blah. . . and then pooof! i treated them my mom's spaghetti(which they really enjoyed and i tell you it's ubos!) haha it's really fun watching them enjoying mom's spaghetti :D

OMG!!! magpapatawa ko ngayon!!!

Ano nalang kaya magiging reaksyon mo pag nakita mo to?? :D

Her. . .

This is her my lucky girl forever we are now 9months in our relationship clock and still going strong we faced up's and down's in our life. We faced trials side by side and im really grateful because i never met a woman before that is strong in any means possible. . .

I love the way she love me. . . I love the way she makes me feel happy when im down. . . I love the way she kisses me. . . I love the way also raising her kid a grown woman. . .

I never believed what her friends say about her that's she's a unsuccessful woman. . . always misleading people. . . weak. . . poorhearted. . . always turning her life in a bad situation. . . i never believed it. . .

My eyes can't lie because all i see is the opposite of her. . . and im happy that she never search anything that's gonna replace me. . . there are things that i really loved about her and here it is:

1.She really love hanging out anywhere

2.She love old and new songs just like me

3.She shares what happened in her day

4.She never lied to me

5.She's always there when i need her the most

6.She's very supportive

7.When im down she's down also

8.She's very pretty on the inside

9.She's very good in anything

10.I love the way she cooks!

I have been searchin for the girl of my dreams for a very long time now. . . I found her atlast and im really happy that she appreciates me too. . . She accepts me who i was now. . .

She is my wife and you know that do you??

She's my all. . .

She's my perpetual bliss. . .

She's my weakness. . .

She's my daytime. . .

She's my nightime. . .

Im hers forever. . .

I love you IDA CLARISSE QUERUBIN

Bahid

Meron akong nagustuhan na kanta Bahid ang title at ang kumanta ay Salindiwa ipinapakita dito ang kahirapan ng mga pilipino sa mata ng mga banyagan ipinapakita rin dito ang sistema ng ating gobyerno kung papaano magpalakad ang ating gobyerno. . .



Bakit nga ba may bahid lagi. . .



"Buti pa ang mga hayop pumapatay lang pag gutom. . . Ang tao'y pumapatay para sa may pera na may bahid ng dugo"

Bakit ganito ang sistema ng gobyerno sa atin hahayaan ba lang natin na may mga batang namamatay para sa banyagan. . . .

Hahayaan nalang ba natin na may batang namamatay dahil sa gutom o sakuna?

Sa pagkaalam ko pangatlo tayo sa bansa na nagbibigay ng Organ na illegal pumapangalawa an India at una ang China

Sa mga bumibili naman ng illegal na Organ pangatlo ang Britanya pangalawa ang China at una ang Amerika


Sabi ng mga tauhan natin sa Gobyerno gagawan daw nila ng paraan para masugpo ang mga gawain na iyan. . . .


Nasaan na?

Ang pilipinas ay tinawag na "Perlas ng Silangan" dahil ba sa mga magagandang yaman na tinataglay ng ating bansa? Hindi kaya tayo nabansagan ng ganyan dahil sa Prostitusyon, Korapsyon, Child Trafficking, Kidnapping, Judicial Killings. . . .


Kelan kaya matitigil ito?


Alam ko gusto mo rin baguhin ang imahe ng pilipinas sa mga banyaga. . .

Gusto mo rin guminhawa buhay mo. . . .


Lahat tayo gusto magbago. . . .

Pagsisisi

May mga taong nagsasabi na ang pagsisisi nasa huli. . . Tama sila kasi hanggang ngayon pinagsisihan ko parin mga kasalanan ko. . . hanggang ngayon pinagsisihan ko parin kung bakit hindi pa ako HS grad pero graduating na ako ngayon. . . pinagsisihan ko dati kung bakit ako hindi nagaral pero ngayon nakakabawi na ako. . . pinagsisihan ko dati mga past relationships ko pero ngayon masaya na ako sa kanya sobra. . . kung may pagsisihan man na mga kasalanan dati pinagsisihan ko nayon :D



hindi lahat ng pagsisisi mo ngayon walang kapalit lahat meron :D

Photography Signatures

From now on i am gonna use watermarks for my shots. . .

Why???

Copyright laws

just joking. . .

it kinda look cool and to recognize me also as an aspiring photographer :D

Random Pictures

Shot By Hetch(a close friend) these two pics are from him i love these two shots

10 things

Here are some of the ten things i bring everyday on my Rucksack:


1.Cellphone
2.Camera(film and digital)
3.Money
4.Hankeys
5.Pack of Smokes
6.Lighter
7.Driver's License
8.Mp3 Player
9.Extra Tshirt
10.Perfume


here are some ten motivational sayings :

1.you cannot please everybody. . . please yourself first - Ida Querubin-Abcede
2.mind your studies not them - Tony Abcede
3.don't trust anybody - Robert Simon
4.always pray everyday - Loida Saba
5.have faith in god - Rene Leongson
6.bring your camera everywhere - Chino San Diego
7.people change everyday - Jessica Balmes
8.do it for yourself not for them - Charo vi Cuenco
9.everything is possible - Bernard Salamat
10.pengeng foods! - John Butz Nolasco

ten things i hate:

1.Ampalaya
2.Atay
3.Noisy Kids
4.Disobedient boys/girls
5.late people
6.unmotivational friends
7.kuripot friends
8.mondays
9.sundays
10.rick astley

Simplicity

I was thinking the other day what my life was this past few years. And all of them is simple by any means necessary. . .


My life is simple. I walk around the house only wearing boxer shorts. Smoking on the garage while lying. Eating meals without using fork and spoons. Going out with just only a pack of cigarettes and money. Strolling around the city with cigarettes a film camera a cellphone and a handful of cash. Eating in the alleyways. Sitting in the sidewalk with her. . . the possibilities are endless. . .


If i die one day i want my wake to be simple just as my life

A moneyless adventure :D

There was a time that me and my bie have no money. I only had 500 pesos and she have 70 pesos on her small purse so we really have to skip some meals and more. The story was there was this guy who is her officemate(she works at ETEL:D) the guy had a debt of 8500 when her dad is still alive. So we contacted the guy like 15 times. So me the “impatient” one is dissapointed and really mad to that guy i was acting nuts! i told bie that i have to sell the tripod so we can buy food and some essentials in my stay in. Bad luck the tripod is not sold and me and bie are thinking of selling our engagement rings. No luck also because the pawnshop only accepts 4 or more silver as possible. . . No luck talaga but it tested me to be patient and cool at the same time to conserve money and when i got home in our house i was really happy in my trip to her “suite” because eventhough we don’t have money we’re still standin tall. . . and thanks to her i learned some lessons that changed my prespective in money to conserve and spend wisely

so after 4 days the guy payed bie a hefty 8000 pesos. . . so what did she do??

she bought a new electric fan and food for baste haha

and she’s thinking of buying a tv in her room

A bitter sweet day

This day is a bitter sweet for me. . . My gf is now resigning in her office due to her health and financial problems. . . She had to let go of Smokes, Sweet foods, Cola, Juices etc. . . She had to let go also her friends in Etelecare and the Room she was staying. . . She was diagnosed of Diabetes because White Blood Cells are overwhelming the Red Blood Cells. . . It was really sad for me because she love her job so much she always tell me stories of what happened there all the time. . . The sweetest day was eventhough she’s gonna quit her job she will find one that was easy and the working days is good. . . Also i had conducted a photoshoot in our school because of UN day, this is good because i learned everything in this day. . .

Moral Story is. . .

“you have to let go something that hurts you and then some greater things shall be given to you”

True Friends

i was daydreaming last night when i thinked about the days when i was still a student in angelicum college(quezon city). The things that i do there are really different than the new school i enrolled in. The friendship is really good i mean there’s no “tablahan” lahat talaga magkakatropa. The food is really good. The baon whoaa extraordinary that was the first time that i held a 1000 pesos just for baon only. And then the hangouts asteegin. But even some good things have flaws also. . . you had to win friends by showing expensive things(which i never did) also you have to be plastic to win friends also but only a handful became my friends that are “true” friends. . .

Un-Easy

For this past few days ive’d been thinking myself selling my soul to the devil. . .

Life is not easy for me. Eventhough i faced trials and im still standing but the trials still haunt me. . .

Every night i dream bad thoughts on people around me. . .

It’s hard. . .

This day i felt heavy on my body. . .

I can’t move my hand. . .

Can’t think good thoughts. . .

Last night i have to donate my blood on my cousin. . .

I was a Type A. . .

Me and my cousin on the mother side faced 3 examinations. . .

One is the screening. . .

Two is the physical exam. . .

Three is the blood screening. . .

After 1hour. . .

They extracted my blood. . .

It was painful. . . painful enough to take me down. . .

I chickened out. . .

i had my reasons why i did it. . .

My mom and dad was there giving me support. . .

My GF was texting me that i can do it. . .

I didn’t continue it. . .

After what happened. . .

I can’t move my arm. . .

I was so dizzy. . .

I was so tired. . .

So i rest and eat. . .

Got home for about 1:15am. . .

I slept in 1:30am. . .

I woke up. . .

Somewhat refreshed but numbness on my arm and my heart. . .

Today. . .

My GF texted me for just a couple of mins. . .

She never replied. . .

Im still waiting. . .

Waiting. . .

Waiting. . .

I wish that she could read my blog. . .

So she will know what’s on my mind right now. . .

To comfort me. . .

what i be

Do you had this feeling when there’s one person in your life that you really love if she’s gone your’e feeling alone and crazy??

I do. . .

I compared them with my past ex’s that i feel right now. . . It’s really unique because long time before i met her my feelings for my past ex’s are just simple when they leave i didn’t miss them. . .

But my relationship right now its now perpetual bliss. . .

I told here before she left that im gonna miss her eyes, nose, lips and ears and when she left(she has some work to do) i was feeling alone right now it’s like having her presence around here in our house and suddenly it’s gone

That’s my thought this day. . .

I think she’s the one for me. . .

Just Transfered!

I just transferred my blogs here so im gonna be updating this blog when im online but i shall post my blogs also in my friendster account :D